Misty Tries Again

I am ashamed to admit that I have lost my way in my sissy training. Lady Diana and I have both had situations with relationships and work. I should not speak for Lady Diana but I tried to pretend to be a real man for another woman and she saw right through it. It is hard to hide being a sissy when your clitty gets harder when a woman says what a cute little thing it is when she is stroking it. My clitty hair had only been growing back for a couple weeks and I let out some feminine chirps when I got near making cummies. I can still remember the look on her face when she heard me. She stopped and I forgot to pretend to act like a real man and I begged her to keep going and let me cum.

She blew me off completely after that. A few weeks later I begged Lady Diana to continue training me but she was still with a man who had started out vanilla. He was beginning to be her slave but he would not have liked his girlfriend training a sissy. I begged Lady Diana again when they split up. I told her that the only rule I had broken with the woman I dated was touching and licking her breasts. Lady Diana said she understood but I would still be punished.

Lady Diana was not as forgiving when I told her that my clitty was not shaved and my toenails were not painted. And she was furious to hear that I had not been licking up my cummies. Drinking cummies is one of the most important parts of being a sissy. She said that I must not take being a sissy seriously if I would waste so much cum. I begged her and begged her but she said I had to prove how serious I was, so I will need to think of something I can do or say to her to show her.

I really am meant to be a sissy. I have a tiny clittie that gets so hard when my fuckhole is filled by a butt plug or I am sucking on a huge realistic cock dildo. I love how panties feel and how my toes look when they are painted pink. I need to appreciate cum more but I really find pecummies delicious. I love to rrub my hands up and down my body. I will sometimes chirp or squeal when I make cummies.

Lady Diana said that for now I can paddle my ass every day. I can make cummies on the weekends like before but never more than three times and I have to lick them all up. She told me to wear my CB6000 during the week and to order a CB6000S since it will be even tighter and make me suffer more. While I am waiting for it to come I should think of how I am going to show her how serious I am.

I wish I could show her like this. 

 Or like this.

Or at least this. I am kind of.

Misty Mintz